Haiz... Moody again? About what? ...

Today, my parents wake me up very early...

They said want go Kulim, Butterworth... Want to buy something and visit my uncle...

When I woke up, I juz simply ate something for my breakfast... I think... I no mood to take breakfast... :-(

We go at about 11am... When we reach Kulim, I go BSN and want to change my atm card but that BSN stupid pig said that must use 1 week to process... Why always like that... AM bank process so fast, only 10 minutes... Just wasting my time...

After we go to Sg. Bakap--my uncle's house, I saw my aunt so gloomy there... First sight I saw her, I almost can got what she was thinking... Their family so poor... No money can heal uncle's cancer...

I entered the house... Everything is blank... I saw uncle sit on a computer's chair... No energy... Breath so hardly... His stomach some more like pregnant... I saw his expression I also know that he now very suffer... That 'fu....g' (each dot represent a word) cancer cost them a lot...

Now... 末期... 末期!!! Just wait for... How can? His son, my cousin still same age with me... So young... Some more need to take SPM... I really hope that I can help them... The disease must be fully cure...

He now cannot eat... Cannot drink also... What the... I saw him... And I think of my family... Why my cousin's luck so bad? Nobody can answer me...

I just hope miracle can happen... Miracle can happen on others people, also can happen on my uncle... He very nice to us (me and all my cousin)... Never scold us... Susie aunty maybe haven't know yet... If Selvan uncle know that, he sure want to see him de...

Anyway... People who live in this world must go 1 day... But don't so fast please... My uncle still 50+ only... Not old yet... Please don't so cruel to my cousin... I think he sure can't stand for it... He is my best cousin... I don't want anything happen to him... Please God... God bless my uncle...

Miracle... Miracle... Miracle... Miracle...

~Back To Hometown...~

Walau... Usually need only 8 hours reach Buttorworth, but then...

Wah Piang Eh... Today reach at 8am, but then I back from Batu Pahat was 10pm... Means... 10 hours+...

When I reach here, I still need to wait for bus until 10am... What kind of the lifestyle like tat...

Haiz... Too many assignment... Some more have to buy a new hp... What the...

I must finish the portfolio this weeks so that I wont so nervous when I am in IPTHO...

The next day morning, my mom suddenly tell me that my second aunty's husband, uncle got cancer... Now cannot treat de... Sad...

People is like tat, must follow God's arrangement... When we wan to go oso we don't know... Haiz... Now what can I do is just praying for my uncle... Hope there are miracles...

Anyone who see this blog please pray together with me... Hope his cancer can be treaten...

... So Sad... Haiz...

This morning is a beautiful morning.
But then duno y I still feel weird... Things happened very soon...
When I want to go out with all my friends, I went to guard house to write my name... And... I put my phone on the table....
When I leave, shit! I forgot to take it... And it is gone...
Haiz... So sad... That phone is still new... I swear I'll search the person out and kill the person who take my phone...
!@#$%^&*()
What the...
Can be said that I bad luck lo...
But I feel weird a bit... Why I discover it when only I reach the computer shop?
I suppose to discover it when I leave IPTHO... But...
Duno what to say...
Really sad...
Luckily I take back my number and the credit inside it...

I sure will report it to HEP and police if needed...
The person who take my phone be careful a bit... I swear I'll find you out...!~!
Dun think I am so easy to bully...