Go~Go~ My Dreams~!!!

Long time no update my blogger... So miss that time when I keep on update my blogger...
Miss her very much... Hope she know that... My birthday is around the corner, don't know how is it going on...^^ Hehe...

Homework keep on coming de... I must do it all in the right time, if not...@.@

Now I got some problems with my part time job, but I think that won't affect my decision in order to success~!! I will made it, gambatte, Onion~!!!^^

Going to do my homework lor... Updated tomorrow...

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Something happened very suddenly... So sad... Haiz... Maybe is my fault...
Today, nothing special... Juz a sunny morning... Damn hot...

But i really cant stand for it... Gonna mad and crazy I think... Haiz...
Some more now is assignments period... Y this thing can happen so easily?
Really my fault... I suppose can avoid it... But i didn't do that... Haiz...

Really speechless... I cannot express my feeling somewhere... Even here also cannot... What can I do? Die? Not so easy...

I'll show the person included in this case that I am stronger than everyone... Gambatte for me!!!

First Day To Meleka

Last night, I sleep with Jinz, because we go to senior's room last night to play Dota...=.=" sweat...
We reach our hostel about 1.30am... So late already... But then when we entered the room, our Hero not inside... He went to Pak Khoon's room de... Then we 3 sleep together lo... Our KO sure sleep de...
Then I sleep together with Jinz... But something afraid me at tomorrow morning...zzz...

When I sleep very tight in the morning, suddenly got a hand hit my legs... ?? Weird la... Jinz usually sleep very tight de and also won't hit my legs de... Who is tat? I opened my eyes, suddenly I frightened with the image in front of me... A huge, large, big fat guy in front of me... Walau... First thinking in my mind was... Why Jinz suddenly become so fat? He didn't eat anything that are rich in fatty oil...
Then I saw again... Whew... That's our 'nice' KO... What the... When he changed place with Jinz de?
Scare man...

That morning is 7.30am... We must reach the girls' hostel at 8.00am sharp... So we rush like we are mad already... Haiz... When we reach the girls' hostel, we saw 3 girls coming up from the stairs... zzz... That time my mind haven't wake up de... Everything was blur blur... zzz...

When the taxi reached the bus station, we take breakfast in a restoran... A dirty but delicious restoran...(I mean the foods la... Restoran cannot eat de le...)

After breakfast, we go to bus station to wait for the bus... Named 'Orkid'... When the bus came at 9.15am, we departed with 9 people... Me, Mei, KO, RX, Jinz, JY, Zhi Khang senior and a girl ( don't know who is that...) and a handsome senior...

In the bus, we chatted with Zhi Khang senior... He very funny... Lol... But then he also give us many guides where to go when we reach Melaka... We reach Melaka at about 11.00am... After we reached there, we bought the tickets to Batu Pahat de... After that we take our lunch in A&W... Actually I also don't know what shop is that... Seems like KFC, but then not really KFC... Haiz... Don't know why I feel no mood to eat that day... Maybe not enough sleep... Lol...

After lunch, we go and took 2 taxes and went to the Johan hotel... When we reach there, the manager said that 7 people cannot stay in a room... SO must take 2 rooms... zzz... So wasted... 2 rooms for RM240!!! Walau.... Just for 1 night... But then never mind la... Not usually we spent our money like this...

But the hotel not bad also... Air-cond cool like hell... Like artic...zzz...(~although I didn't went to artic before... Haha...~) After we rest a while, we planned go to the 古堡 by '11' bus... Walau.... That afternoon the sun like crazy de... Hot until... Haiz... Speechless... Haha... But then very nice... The 古堡very beautiful... After that, we reach a 街... A very nice street... Got many stalls there... The most funny was got a stall sell chicken toys... You know what? When we press the chicken's stomach, the chicken will scream like being murdered... Haha... So funny....

After that we reach 红屋... All the building are red in colour... Very nice scenery... That time our shirts already wet like we were bathing... Lol.... We entered the muzeum after the 红屋... Inside got many things that we seen before... =.="... The entrance fee some more need RM2.00... But then for me is very cheap already... Haha...

After the muzeum, we went to the Menara Taming Sari... Amazing! That 1 is the most important for us in this trip... This menara very nice... I love that so much... We can relax when we were at the most highest part... Very nice view...

After Menara Taming Sari, we went back to Johan hotel... Resting... We departed to Jonker Walk again at 7.30pm... At there, we tasted many kinds of foods... Super and hyper delicious... Like in the heaven... Tasting nice and quality foods... After the dinner, we all stop a while to look at a 杂技... Very funny too... Lol... But the amazing part was he used his finger to break a coconut... So idiot but powerful...

That night, we back to hotel at 10.30pm... After bathed, I straight sleep in very tight situation... Lol... Good night everyone...

Haiz... Moody again? About what? ...

Today, my parents wake me up very early...

They said want go Kulim, Butterworth... Want to buy something and visit my uncle...

When I woke up, I juz simply ate something for my breakfast... I think... I no mood to take breakfast... :-(

We go at about 11am... When we reach Kulim, I go BSN and want to change my atm card but that BSN stupid pig said that must use 1 week to process... Why always like that... AM bank process so fast, only 10 minutes... Just wasting my time...

After we go to Sg. Bakap--my uncle's house, I saw my aunt so gloomy there... First sight I saw her, I almost can got what she was thinking... Their family so poor... No money can heal uncle's cancer...

I entered the house... Everything is blank... I saw uncle sit on a computer's chair... No energy... Breath so hardly... His stomach some more like pregnant... I saw his expression I also know that he now very suffer... That 'fu....g' (each dot represent a word) cancer cost them a lot...

Now... 末期... 末期!!! Just wait for... How can? His son, my cousin still same age with me... So young... Some more need to take SPM... I really hope that I can help them... The disease must be fully cure...

He now cannot eat... Cannot drink also... What the... I saw him... And I think of my family... Why my cousin's luck so bad? Nobody can answer me...

I just hope miracle can happen... Miracle can happen on others people, also can happen on my uncle... He very nice to us (me and all my cousin)... Never scold us... Susie aunty maybe haven't know yet... If Selvan uncle know that, he sure want to see him de...

Anyway... People who live in this world must go 1 day... But don't so fast please... My uncle still 50+ only... Not old yet... Please don't so cruel to my cousin... I think he sure can't stand for it... He is my best cousin... I don't want anything happen to him... Please God... God bless my uncle...

Miracle... Miracle... Miracle... Miracle...

~Back To Hometown...~

Walau... Usually need only 8 hours reach Buttorworth, but then...

Wah Piang Eh... Today reach at 8am, but then I back from Batu Pahat was 10pm... Means... 10 hours+...

When I reach here, I still need to wait for bus until 10am... What kind of the lifestyle like tat...

Haiz... Too many assignment... Some more have to buy a new hp... What the...

I must finish the portfolio this weeks so that I wont so nervous when I am in IPTHO...

The next day morning, my mom suddenly tell me that my second aunty's husband, uncle got cancer... Now cannot treat de... Sad...

People is like tat, must follow God's arrangement... When we wan to go oso we don't know... Haiz... Now what can I do is just praying for my uncle... Hope there are miracles...

Anyone who see this blog please pray together with me... Hope his cancer can be treaten...

... So Sad... Haiz...

This morning is a beautiful morning.
But then duno y I still feel weird... Things happened very soon...
When I want to go out with all my friends, I went to guard house to write my name... And... I put my phone on the table....
When I leave, shit! I forgot to take it... And it is gone...
Haiz... So sad... That phone is still new... I swear I'll search the person out and kill the person who take my phone...
!@#$%^&*()
What the...
Can be said that I bad luck lo...
But I feel weird a bit... Why I discover it when only I reach the computer shop?
I suppose to discover it when I leave IPTHO... But...
Duno what to say...
Really sad...
Luckily I take back my number and the credit inside it...

I sure will report it to HEP and police if needed...
The person who take my phone be careful a bit... I swear I'll find you out...!~!
Dun think I am so easy to bully...